FRIENDS

Well..

I got lonely one day...and well..I posted an ad on craiglist. YES!!! I know...I know I know.

I thought about it for a minute....I also joined okcupid..and got a hit but ever since the ad, I havent had much time to go back, plus well I havent got any notifications that I have mail.

Anyway back to my ad on craiglist...let me share it with you guys..it only has a couple more days before it expires..so if you didnt see it I am sorry ...

MY AD

Ok so now that you read my little testament. You can see what I am looking for correct? Yes a friend..thats it..no strings attached, no expectations, no sex, no love..NOTHING...but pure friendship...LOL.

Well needless to say...I got a few hits..well 23 to be exact..of which 11 have remained..and yes it is getting very hard to keep up with the emails. I think however, I am about to drop a few..just because I can smell their hidden agenda...meaning for some reason they think they can change my mind and get me in bed...oh little do they know who they are messing with...LOL

Now, you might ask why no pictures? Well because I dont want to know what they look like. Honestly whatever it doesnt matter to me...it is only friendship is that hard to understand? Well believe it or not for some of these peeps it is..some sent me their pics hopeing to get mine...didnt happen sorry...I make my rules..I choose how this game will be played.

I have a couple bilingual peeps ...very good...I like that...one SAYS..hes a doctor..if he is or not who knows, I dont care..I dont want his money...he can work at a mcdonalds for all I care, its nice being able to switch back and forth between languages though...thats definately is a plus...friendwise speaking of course...

OK! So I know I know...some of you my dear readers will ask the question..Friends Karla...really friends? Not love, not sex...but friends?

YES!!! I know hard to believe...but here is the thing...

I have officially given up on love...this time for real...I dont want to deal with it...i dont want to hurt more than I am now. I can't say anymore thats it doesnt exist...it does...and it is beautiful...and I bet it would be more beautiful if it were returned...but that is something I know I will never experience. Yes it does exist..ok ..fine..BUT it just wasnt made for me...thats all that there is to it. So why insist on something that will never happen..in the end, having hope only sets you up for heartbreak and being let down.

Also, I have always been of the thinking that people should start out as friends first...OK...granted the last romantic flop didnt happen like that..but I had no control what so ever on how that played out...seriously I am still dumb founded on why it happened the way it did..I cant find an explanation..but looking for one just depresses me more..so I rather not think about it ...it just happened and it obviously ended wrong..so lets not make that mistake again...

Friends..thats it...end of story.

So thus I am looking for a friend. Male...why male and not female..good question. I have always clicked more with guys than girls..I dont know why. I guess I can relate to guys more than I can to girls...LOL..who the hell knows...

So..we will see where this new adventure takes me..hopefully I wont end up on the news...murdered by a stalker..I know...we all have to be careful...but when its your day its your day and aint nothing gonna change that (in ghetto voice mmhmm)..teehee...

Well thats my little update....

...chelitta