Before I begin, this is something that randomly popped in my head. I have nobody in mind. Just a man. A man that will love me and make me feel comfortable about myself. He is not in my life, but if he ever is, this would be great. Enjoy! ...(this has been sitting on my drafts since 2013..completed on 5/20/15.. Still no man)
We are sitting on the floor, against the sofa, watching TV, I am I between your legs and leaning against you. Your hands are wrapped around me and mine are caressing your arms. Its blissful. Up until now nothing has happened between us...and both of us are OK with that...
Suddenly I feel your hands wandering towards my breasts I quickly try to push them away. Gently your hands take mine and you tell me everything will be alright. Hesitant I let go, its been so long since I've let a man get that far. I am scared. I can feel my body start to tense up. Your hands have reached my breasts, and my body reacts to your touch ...
Without realizing it .. Your mouth has made its way to my neck and I quickly try to free myself from you... I want you... I want to feel you...but I am too scared. Gently, you push me against you, tell me not to be scared... I turn towards u...and after looking into each others eyes and with both of us going crazy nervous we embrace in a shy kiss... Which quickly becomes passionate... Your hands begin to move under my clothes ... I still try to control them... But I can feel myself giving in...
I feel something I haven't felt in a long time ...I feel myself warm with moisture ...I feel myself pulsating and longing to be touched ... As if your hand knew this ...it reached the spot and I couldn't help but let out a soft moan ...its been too long...
I turn around... We are face to face and our shirts come off..our hands exploring our bodies and they give in to our touch... I am straddling you...I can feel u under me... I want to feel every inch of u deep inside me... I look at u ... Embarrassed by the thoughts I'm having... I try to look away ...but ur mouth finds mine again...
I undo ur pant button.. U undo mine...they come off..along with any other clothing that remained...I kiss you as I raise myself.. Enough for u to slide in. Again ... I can't help but moan ... Finally ... After all this time I am feeling alive ... I start riding you...your hands on my thighs ... Pacing me ...ur mouth finding my breasts in between the rhythm of our bodies ... You feel so right ... I feel the tickle of pleasure inside me ...
... I am losing control... I stop... You ask what's wrong ...I tell you ...that I am not far from reaching the end... U tell me ..with a smile on your face ... That you'll let me have this one ... "It's all about you" ...u say ... And add that we'll worry about you later ... You kiss me ... I let go ...surrendering to you... All of you...
