I don't remember what it is to not worry about making ends meet, to wake up and know that everything is paid for and that there is still money left over for whatever...
I don't remember what it feels like to have the warm ocean water touch your feet...to be able to jump in the ocean and not feel cold.
I dont remember what it feels to go on a date..with someone you like or love...that excitement that you get, that need to look extra special...I don't remember.
I don't remember what a green mango tastes like, that soury taste that makes your mouth water just thinking about it.
I dont remember what it feels to kiss someone, gently, slowly, softly ...that warmth it gives you inside when you kiss someone you love....
I don't remember how to smile, not because you have to ..but because you want to, that smile that just appears on your face because you are happy...
I dont remember what it is to be touched...touched in a way that all you want to do is hold that person close, and feel their body against yours...
I dont remember what it is to feel secure, to turn to someone and know that no matter what.. everything will be ok...
I dont remember what is to hear an I love you ...from the man you love...the smile it puts on your face the peace it gives you ...I dont remember...
There are a lot of things I dont remember...but there is one that I wish I could....
I don't remember what it is not to be afraid...that feeling of knowing that you can do and get whatever you want because there is nothing to stop you, that confidence in yourself not being afraid gives...I dont know where or why I lost my courage...but I want it back...
....chelitta
