I wish ...

I wish you were dead... no, that's not an actual death wish, I am OK with you being alive, but if you were dead, your absence in my life wouldn't hurt like it does, because it wouldn't be voluntary.

I wish you would tell me how you do it. How you can be talking to a person one minute and the next just walk away from them. No proper good bye, nothing.

I wish you would tell me why it doesn't hurt you as its hurting me, you never showed me that, I never thought I would need it, I do now.

I wish you would tell me, why you lied and faked a relationship like you did. What was your point. Why did you want my trust?...

I wish you u would tell me why u broke me. What was ur purpose... To see me give up on life all over again?

I wish u didn't hurt like you do. I wish i could wake up and say fuck it ...his loss...but i cant...

I wish i would've told you how i felt.... If u were gonna walk out of my life anyway...

I wish nobody hurts u ... Like u have me. I don't wish this pain upon anyone.

I wish i didn't want to die because of this. .. But i do ... For me there is no point to continue...a life
being unable to trust people is not a life ...  

I wish ... U would explain to me why u did this.. U hurt...

I wish i had u in front of me... So i could tell u... Everything ... And walk away... Knowing u know... U walked away from a person that cared about you... The only way she knows how....