Destroyed ...

They met under the most inconvenient circumstances, clicking automatically. At the time it seemed as though their souls were destined to meet, to be with each other. They rushed into an ocean of emotions without fear, It felt right, despite the lingering clouds over them, little did she know, a storm was brewing.

She opened up to him, in ways she hadn't before, to anyone. She had found a soul she could trust, alas after more than a lifetime of mistakes she had found that ONE soul, she saw it, every time she looked into his eyes...or so she thought.

He started pushing her away, slowly yet painfully. Over and over. He told her things she didn't expect, "the truth", he said. His outbursts became more frequent. Each time she felt as though he was stabbing her heart, until one day he gave his final blow. He broke her, in a million pieces and in a single instant he destroyed her, because  she had trusted him like he had trusted no other.

He threw her away, he disposed of her after he was done with her, after he had used her. He told her he loved her, she believed it, He told her he wanted her for her, not her flesh, he lied. Over and over, he lied. Every day, he lied, and she believed his words. She thought he was different, she was wrong, yet again.

So there she was, her world shaken up, destroyed, by his words. She was lost. She had died. The part of her that was briefly resurrected, not to long ago, had died.  She promised herself to become what the world thought of her. She would become cold, evil, calculating and manipulative.  Even if that meant going against her souls nature; she was love, but his words destroyed that, they had destroyed her heart, her essence.

There she was, in the same place she had sworn never to be again. That dark place where she was left 7 years ago. That place that left her in despair, vulnerable, hopeless, wanting to die. What would become of her this time? What would she do to over come it, this time? Could she?  She was no stranger to this dark cold place, she knew what it could do to her. For the first time, in a long time she was scared. Scared of herself, scared of her thoughts.

One thing, was certain for her. She knew she would resurrect, once again, but she would not be the same. There was nothing left of her this time. . She would be someone no one would recognize, someone no one would know. Was the universe ready? Was she ready for this change? Only time would tell...