I haven't been with a man in a very long time. I am waiting for the right person. Ideally I would like to be in love the next time that happens. Hopefully it'll be sooner rather than later. A lot of men, often think that everything would be much easier if a woman would tell him what she wants. Well here is what I want. If it'll happen like that, I doubt it, but its always good to hope.
Make love to me. I will be nervous, maybe shaking. Comfort me. Kiss me, passionately, press me hard against your body, feel my heart beat. Realize how hard it is for me to be there, with you, vulnerable.
I will be afraid. Afraid of giving you my all and getting nothing in return. Afraid that once my clothes are off you will be turned off. Afraid of loving you more. Afraid of feeling you. Just Afraid. Talk to me, reassure me that you want to be there as much as I do. Be patient, don't rush. I don't like to be rushed. Its just you, me our bodies and our souls.
Undress me slowly. Close the curtains and turn off the lights, for this one time. I am uncomfortable with my body, you may want to see it, you will in time. For now, just let me be comfortable. Touch me, every inch of me. Let me feel your hands on my body. Let me touch you, let me get to know your body, to your reactions.
Once you are inside. Be slow, be gentle. Take your time. Pace yourself. I want to feel you. From time to time, look into my eyes, it'll assure me that you are there, all of you, your mind, your body and your soul. Talk to me. Tell me what you want from me, I am not there only to receive but to give. I want you to want me, as much as I want you. There are things I haven't done, I want to learn, in time, learn them with you.
When its all said and done, I will want to get up and leave. If you are there for the long run, don't let me leave. Hold me tight, just hold me. Tell me you enjoyed me. Kiss me...just be there with me. Tell me you love me or are willing to love me.
...chelitta
I will be afraid. Afraid of giving you my all and getting nothing in return. Afraid that once my clothes are off you will be turned off. Afraid of loving you more. Afraid of feeling you. Just Afraid. Talk to me, reassure me that you want to be there as much as I do. Be patient, don't rush. I don't like to be rushed. Its just you, me our bodies and our souls.
Undress me slowly. Close the curtains and turn off the lights, for this one time. I am uncomfortable with my body, you may want to see it, you will in time. For now, just let me be comfortable. Touch me, every inch of me. Let me feel your hands on my body. Let me touch you, let me get to know your body, to your reactions.
Once you are inside. Be slow, be gentle. Take your time. Pace yourself. I want to feel you. From time to time, look into my eyes, it'll assure me that you are there, all of you, your mind, your body and your soul. Talk to me. Tell me what you want from me, I am not there only to receive but to give. I want you to want me, as much as I want you. There are things I haven't done, I want to learn, in time, learn them with you.
When its all said and done, I will want to get up and leave. If you are there for the long run, don't let me leave. Hold me tight, just hold me. Tell me you enjoyed me. Kiss me...just be there with me. Tell me you love me or are willing to love me.
...chelitta
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