Lately ...I have read and heard of many people saying that they wish they could go back in time...and while I have never wished to go back and change something...It got me thinking...
Its not that I don't wish that some things wouldn't have happened or that others had...its just that whatever happened to me, whether good, bad, hurtful, etc is what has made me into the person I am ...today...and even though I may not be the most normal person in the world...I sure as hell am very proud of myself...
But still...if I were to choose ONE thing ...I don't know what it would be..and then I think ...what in all my life have I lived that I haven't learned something from ..as painful as it may have been..i learned and I grew from it ...except...
That lately ...I wish ...that ...
*sigh* ...
Never mind...I'm sorry ...I am leaving this post unfinished...because what I want to say shouldn't be said...people come in our lives for a reason...its just that sometimes we don't know that reason...
...chelitta

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