Eternity

She comes and goes...as she pleases...isn't held back by anybody..by anything...

She is well prepared to face the world, life has taught her that she can handle anything and everything. She wears her heart on her sleeve, but very well guarded. It has been broken once before, yet she managed to find all the pieces and put it back together. She lets people in, but trusts no one to have it on their hands, she knows better. 

Her body is not perfect but has been where many perfect bodies have been, felt what they have felt and more. She is the owner of her body and does what she pleases with it, with whom she pleases. She is not a prude but does have a taste for the experienced man. 

She is strong, independent and full of life...

Until one day...she made a wrong decision...and it began a downward spiral of failure after failure ...the only thing she had left...was her heart...still worn on her sleeve, still protected...still untouched...finally after a long time...a little light was born within her..and she promised herself that she would be the best that she could for it...

Yet, she did not know what life had in store for her...and it took her by suprise, and it destroyed her...the only thing she had, her heart, was taken from her, she never saw it coming ...it was taken, shattered into a million pieces once again...and it was left there...for her to pick up..for her to put together...it was broken by silence.

It was so unexpected that she still sometimes wonders what happened...but just as she has done one too many times...she is slowly picking up the pieces, rinsing them off to wash away any imprint left behind ...and putting them back together...

a slow..painful process...because she knows that when she is done...she will not be what she once was...she will not wear her heart on her sleeve ever again...and never again will anyone have access to her heart...

She has a promise to keep...she will be the best she can be...for the little light that was born from her...she will make that light become a flame..and once it has reached its full intensity...she will step back ..and do what she has been longing to do ...

take...the leap of her life...into eternity....

....chelitta