You were not made with or from love...
You were made by two people in search for something that neither of them could give eachother; You were made by two people that did not share that sentiment that moves mountains and makes everything possible.
You were not made with or from love...
You were a planned occurrence, a scheduled task, a date on a calender and a recipe of drugs and not love.
No, I will never hug you and tell you, "your father and I loved eachother very much when we had you" I can never give you that. I can never give you the comfort of knowing that you are a product of two people loving each other to a point, where they wanted proof of that love in the world.
What I can give you, is the power of knowing that you are love. You are loved with the same intensity, if not more than those that were made with and from love.
You will always know that, if you were not made from love, love is not lacking in your life.
You were not made from love but are the result of the best of two people...two people who now sacrifice themselves so that you know and feel that you are loved, to make up for their mistake.
No Mi'ja you were not born from love...but you are LOVE...and that is more than a lot of others born from love can say.
I love because of you...I know love because of you...I am love with you....
....chelitta

keep this for her. i will.
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