Moving On

Its been a while...almost a month since my last post.  I apologize. I will try to set aside more time for my readers.

Well, since the last post a lot has gone on. My daughter officially started school. I just had her...and now she is off to school.  Today she completed her first week. It was ok . She adapted well. I knew she would, she is her mothers daughter after all.

I have started Vlogging, here also, I think you can find the link to it on my profile, the only thing, I do it in the dark ....LOL..still have issues with myself....but at least now u know what I sound like...right?

I have started therapy, but you can go to my Vlog for that...I just felt that too much time has gone by for me to still be sad...hopefully by the end of the year I will be better. I have to be. This is not normal at all.

Somedays are better than others...on the bad days I just try to think of other things, and on the good days Im just thankful Im not crying. I will get over this, whatever it is that happened to me....and by golly ....I will never ever...fall in love again. I have promised myself that much.

September is rapidly aproaching, with it, my birthday..which I have damned. I shouldnt have been born. I was a mistake...but reality is I am here. Now I am just waiting patiently for my soul to pay its debt and then move on.

Well thats the recap of everything....

....chelitta